Jump.

Different

    The same routine. I'm only human, it gets boring. Wake up for school. Get ready. Eat. Catch the bus. Talk to friends. Get to school. Learn. Eat. Learn. Go home. Eat. Homework. Soccer. Eat. Computer. Shower. Bed.
    How long before the need for something different occurs. Something that will throw your whole life off track. Something to show them, I'm not perfect.
    I'm not different. Not yet. I need something to distinguish me from them. Me. the average highschool girl with too much homework. The average highschool girl with a knife right next to her. The average highschool girl who became a cutter.

Lists

    Avery screams her name, "Don't do it. You have so much to live for."
    Like what? really. She thinks she has nothing. She had nothing, no one to love, or kiss, or hold. She has been in this depressed down for too long to climb back out of the black hole pulling her in. Just let go. Fall into it.
    Try to stop her, Avery. If you touch her, you know she'll lose her balance and fall right over. You can't stop her. But she keeps thinking. Is this right? Is this what she wants?
    Every breath is like her own personal torture. Every breath screams that it should be the last. Lists screaming, Mind screaming, Breath screaming. jump.